what is going on?....What is going on?.. i've come around the idea of writting...A lot has happened.. I myself have changed... I've got this idea in my head for starters i thought my life after all changes lately was exactly what i wanted and i thought i was confortable but i don't think i am anymore...i feel like it is too much...i'd rather just clam back to how i was when i was 13...absolutly no expectations about what is supposed to happen..ahhhhhh!!!....it's been a rollercoaster of emotions.. in fact everything.. all of it is way too new or maybe i'm just too naive and can't deal with having this much...Where's friendship?...Why is that people can't just be friends?.. Why is there always a catch to it? It has lost its meaning.. Why does it have to be all or nothing? I need alone time...Yolan.. go into the bubble!..